this is basicly ranting....

i got addicted to this new anime i saw on funimation known as hunter x hunter
the best anime i ever layed eyes on

and now im asking myself why cant i be japanese?!
i started watching it online...
and i regret that i have to read subtitles to watch the anime instead of just watching it and understanding it
i didnt rlly care tho
BUT NOW I FIND OUT THEY HAVE A VIDEO GAME
THEY HAD A MUSICAL
AND THEY HAD A PLAY
IN JAPAN OF COURSE!!! I CANT GO BC IM NOT BORN IN JAPAN THERE FOR IM NOT JAPANESE
WHY CANT I BE BORN IN JAPAN T_T
ITS NOT FAAAIR
WHY CAN THEY HAVE A PLAY, MUSICAL AND GAME IN THE U.S.?! ATLEAST A GAME
UUUGH NOW IM GONNA HAVE TO HUNT IT DOWN ON E-BAY OR SOMETHING AND PAY EXTRA FOR IT
THEN IM GONNA HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE FACT I CANT READ WHAT THE VIDEO GAME SAYS
UUUGH IM PISSED

YOU KNOW WHHYY U.S. CANT HAVE THOSE THINGS
BC THE U.S. DOESNT MAKE ANIME T_T THEY MAKE JUST....cartoons =_= but not exactly animes....UUUUGH I HATE THIS I WANNA KILL SOMETHING DX OR DRINK ALOT OF SODA IM SO MAD NOW DX DAMMIT T_T
im not sayng its a bad thing that the u.s. cant make anime =_= but i wish we could, i mean besides avatar the last airbender, or like, just more anime T_T that doesnt stink.
ugh im so annoyed now
i wouldnt mind being born in the u.s. then being raised in japan!
least i'd know the language and characters (as in they're writing) so atleast i could buy theyre stuff T_T i know it sounds stupid but stiill Dx
im so mad Dx and sad
and no you cant fuse that into one word
its just impossible
then it'd be either sad or mad so theres no point
just fuse angry and...upset
or angry and sad!
im auset
or....
asad...?
SANGRY
IM SANGRY DX UUUUUGH I HATE THIS